How do you feel?
(Episode 19)
I came here to tell you something.
I think...
this is going to be the last time...
to sit in front of you like this...
and talk to you face to face.
"The last time"?
Our baby...
was the only reason I was holding onto our relationship.
The baby was the only reason for me to think...
that everything would be okay even though we're away from each other.
I'm sorry, Dal Nim. I'm sorry.
I think this is the best I can do.
I won't forget you.
Thanks to you,
I was very happy.
Thank you so much.
You'll be able to meet a wonderful woman.
- I hope you'll be happy. - No! Dal Nim!
Dal Nim!
I'm sorry, Dal Nim. I'm sorry.
I think this is the best I can do.
I'm so sorry. Don't forgive me.
I'm sorry, Dal Nim.
Gosh, I guess it wasn't your mom.
You poor thing. You've been crying every day.
Dal Nim.
Jae Wook.
(Republic of Korea, Passport)
Are you thinking of going on a trip?
I think it's a good idea.
When you have a lot on your mind, going away for a bit won't be bad.
I'm not going on a trip.
I meant to tell you about it sooner.
A friend of mine is a head chef at a hotel restaurant in New York.
He asked me to come and work with him as his sous-chef.
So? Are you saying you're going to leave?
It'll be a great opportunity for me to study cooking.
I won't stop you if you've already made up your mind.
I know that you'll go even if I tell you not to.
I'm sorry, Mom.
When will you leave, then?
As soon as I wrap things up at the restaurant.
And I have a favor to ask you.
Please do it for me.
I haven't visited Dal Nim at the prison even once.
I've been trying my best not to do the things that you don't like.
And?
Please end the trial here.
Appealing won't guarantee a life sentence.
Even if she gets a life sentence, it won't make you feel better.
Whatever sentence she gets...
won't change the way you feel.
I can't believe you're talking about her when you're leaving soon.
She's suffering enough.
You must know how it feels to lose a baby.
She's going through that right now.
I've never asked you for any favors.
I'm asking a favor of you for the first and last time.
Just one spoonful, okay?
Dal Nim, you'll actually die if you keep this up.
You're so stubborn. Are you determined to die or what?
You haven't even had a sip of water for the last three days.
She lost her baby, you know. She probably doesn't want to live.
Mom.
I want to go to the place where my baby is.
I don't know why I have to go on with my life.
I can't take this anymore.
If I die,
will this pain end?
If you die like this, you'll be remembered as a murderer forever.
You have to get through this at all costs...
so that you can prove your innocence and find your mother.
Shouldn't a mom be stronger than this?
Think about your baby. Aren't you ashamed?
You shouldn't even call yourself a mom.
Inmate 3677. You have a visitor.
A visitor?
There's no one who'd visit...
Dal Nim! It might be your mom.
(Visiting Area)
You had a miscarriage?
You don't even deserve to be a mother.
It'd be a blessing for that baby not to be born...
than having a woman like you as a mother.
Now that you've lost your baby, you must know...
how it feels to be a mom who lost her child.
If I had my way, I'd make you spend the rest of your life in prison,
but Jae Wook implored me.
Be grateful that I'm stopping here.
Even if you pay for everything you did,
I will never forgive you.
All the pain that Jae Hee suffered will be engraved in my bones.
I will hate you and curse you...
until the very last day of my life.
So don't even dream about ending your life.
Death will end your pain too easily.
For someone like you, even death is too much of a luxury.
Yes, I'm in pain.
My heart aches as if it's been slain.
You must've felt like this too.
The pain is too great to bear,
so like you said,
I wondered if all this agony would end if I died.
And I really wanted to die.
I thought there was no more reason left for me to live, but...
I had promised my baby that I'd be a mom that it can be proud of.
Hearing what you just said...
makes me think that I should live at all costs.
Now, I want to make sure that I can keep the promise I made to my baby.
And there's one more reason now.
I will not die and make sure to get out of here in one piece.
If I'm the reason you can go on with your life,
I'll be sure...
to live for you.
Se Kang.
Where have you been?
Ruby, what brings you here? I wasn't expecting you.
Why do you think I'm here? I missed you.
We haven't really seen each other lately.
You haven't had lunch yet, right?
Why are you staring at me like that?
Shall I say you look extra stylish today?
Or would "sexy" be a better word?
Why... Why are you being like this?
What is going on right now?
Oh, Mom.
Mother, I meant to tell you sooner.
So you knew about it?
Was I the only one who had no idea?
I haven't been able to bring it up because of what's been going on.
Our entire family has been down because of what happened to Jae Hee.
I just couldn't bring it up.
Se Kang.
I'm fully aware that I'm not good enough for Ruby.
I lack many things,
but no one can beat me when it comes to my love for Ruby.
I love her a lot.
Ms. Cha, please allow me to marry Ruby.
I'll cherish her and make her happy for the rest of her life.
How dare you covet my daughter?
How am I supposed to trust you and let you marry her?
- Mom, please. - Mother.
Just let him take her when he wants to.
No guy would want to marry Ruby.
Be quiet!
Answer me. What will you do if I don't give you my permission?
I don't think I'll be able to wait until you approve of me.
Are you saying you'll give up?
No. If you continue to disapprove of me,
I'll just bring her to my place and start living with her.
What?
You won't be able to make us break up no matter how hard you try.
I feel the same way.
If you continue to be against it, I'll run away and live with him.
There's no need. I'll approve of it if the two of you are that serious.
- Will you approve of him, Mom? - Get up now.
Hadn't you sounded so determined, I wouldn't have given my permission.
Thank you. I sincerely appreciate it, Ms. Cha.
You know what happened to Jae Hee.
It made me realize success and money aren't everything.
If the two of you could cherish each other and stay healthy,
I'd wish for no more.
Mom, don't worry.
We'll live happily together.
Se Kang, can't we now tell everyone about our relationship?
My mom has approved of you.
You should introduce me properly to your family.
- How's next weekend? - I'll ask my mom.
All right. I should let you get back to work.
I'll get going.
Bye.
Se Kang.
Jung Hoon, what brings you here? I didn't know you'd be coming.
I was just in the area.
By the way, isn't that woman Ms. Choi Ruby?
Yes.
I think Dal Nim waited for you yesterday.
I visited her for the last time.
What do you mean it was the last time?
You also told me that I should...
break it off with her after the trial.
Hey, were you...
never interested in breaking up with Ruby?
What's wrong with that?
You've done it. Why can't I do it?
What?
Shouldn't you...
understand where I'm at better than anyone else can?
You also broke up with Ji Young...
and married your wife.
Also, you're still seeing Ji Young...
behind your wife's back.
Don't you worry. You know that I'm a discreet person.
Let's help each other out.
Mr. Hong.
Director Choi.
What are you doing here?
I should get going. See you around.
Isn't that guy Oh Dal Nim's lawyer?
Do you know him personally?
We entered the institute at the same time.
What brought him here?
He was in the area. He just stopped by to see me.
I should get going.
Does that mean Ms. Cha has given you her permission to marry Ruby?
You're saying you'll marry the chairwoman's daughter, right?
Yes. I'll bring Ruby over next week and introduce her to all of you.
They say you never know what can happen in life.
Great things are happening now that bad things are gone.
Dal Nim has been convicted too.
Now, if things between you and Director Choi go well,
I'll have nothing more to wish for.
What's this?
I guess this is where our ties will end.
After getting this ring,
Jae Hee was over the moon.
I've had too much going on recently. I'm sorry I didn't return it sooner.
I don't even know what to say.
Jae Hee...
was very happy thanks to you.
I'll always be grateful for that.
I hope you can pull yourself together and move on soon.
Mother.
I heard Jae Wook is leaving tomorrow.
You'll be lonely if he's gone too.
Sun Ho, you should visit her often.
Okay.
- I should get going now, Mom. - Take good care of yourself.
Come back whenever you want.
Please take good care of Mom.
Of course. Don't worry.
You'll be late for your flight. Get going.
Now, Jae Wook's gone too. There's one more person who needs to leave.
(Jo Byung Soo)
Yes, it's me. I'll go to the hospital now.
Get ready to check her out and wait for me.
(Hanguk Hospital)
(Jung Jae Hee)
Jae Hee.
I'm leaving.
If I stay by Mom's side now,
we'll end up hurting each other like sharp thorns.
I think that me leaving...
is the best thing I can do for her at the moment.
(Departure Terminal)
Take care of yourself, and I hope all goes well.
I hope you can get as much studying done as you've wanted to.
Visit Jae Hee from time to time and keep her company.
I'm sorry for leaving you with nothing but burdens, Se Na.
It's no burden at all. Don't say that, please.
Best of luck to you.
Thanks. I should go now.
What is this?
It's my letter of resignation.
I know that it must be hard for you to pull yourself together.
But do you really have to do this?
You can take a leave of absence if you can't cope with it.
Don't you think resigning is too extreme?
It might take months...
I mean, it might take me years to get over what happened.
What will you do after you leave the company?
I'm not sure yet.
I don't want to do or think about anything right now.
Isn't it too irresponsible to be doing this without any plans at all?
I don't even know what can happen today.
Making plans is pointless.
Sun Ho.
I won't change my mind, no matter what you say.
I'll leave you alone, then.
It is your choice to quit,
but you won't be able to come back as you please.
Are you still going to leave the company?
- Yes. - I want to...
make you stay.
You'll obviously wander aimlessly after you leave the company.
You should at least keep your feet grounded here.
Don't you understand how I feel?
Please don't do this for my sake, Sun Ho.
I'm sorry, Grandma.
Sun Ho...
Director Choi.
Did you really submit a letter of resignation?
Stop calling me like that. I'm no longer a director here.
Do you really have to do this?
I know how devastated you are at the moment.
But quitting like this isn't the right thing to do.
Se Na, you'll do a great job here.
Work hard so that you can become a director.
Sun Ho.
I'll make sure no one takes your position.
I'll wait for you...
until you come back.
Mom.
I'll find you wherever you are.
I'll survive at all costs.
I'll survive no matter what so that I can find you,
find out who made me, you, and my baby like this,
and bring the truth to light on my own.
So wait for me until that day, Mom.
(Golden Bell)
That was the 89th Golden Bell.
Introducing the man who rang the Golden Bell.
The lights, please!
Hey, what's there to life anyway?
You never know when you'll die.
Just drink and have fun!
Everything is on me tonight. Drink up! Let's party!
Sir, please pay the bill when you have a moment.
The total is quite high because you rang the Golden Bell.
Here's your bill. Your total is 3,500 dollars.
All right. Just a moment, please.
It's not even that much money.
Here.
- Put it on that credit card. - Thank you.
Sir, do you happen to have another credit card?
It looks like this one is maxed out.
You need a different credit card?
Hold on a second. I don't think I have other cards on me.
Do I have any checks on me? Let me see.
Hang on. Just a second, please.
I have 50 cents.
Take this instead.
What do you think you're doing now? Are you kidding me?
Turn the music off!
- What? - What's going on?
Why did you turn off the music?
I don't have any other credit card on me. What do you want me to do?
Who is this punk?
He doesn't even have money to pay for the drinks he had.
Hands off. Let go of this first. Let's talk it through.
Your jaw will drop when you find out who made this.
Whatever. I shall teach you a lesson for you to come to your senses.
- Follow me. - Wait.
- Call the police! - Gosh, turn the music back on.
Goodness, who's calling at this hour?
Honey, what if...
Is it you, Sun Ho?
Yes, I'm Choi Sun Ho's mother.
Did something happen to him?
Where?
A police station?
Life is just...
He should be over there.
Hey, Sun Ho.
Sun Ho!
Dad.
Uncle, you came too.
Are you Mr. Choi's guardian?
Yes. What happened to him?
Where is.
- Hey, sober up. - This place?
Gosh, Sun Ho! What on earth happened to you?
- Take him to his room right away. - All right.
I never told him he could set foot in my house.
Grandma! Hello.
- Hey, be careful. - Gosh, Sun Ho.
Look at you.
Did you quit your job...
and run away from home so that you could go on a drunken rampage?
Kick him out right now!
Mother, you're heartless.
He hasn't been home for months.
Aren't you worried he might have been skipping meals all the time?
He's been alive all this time, so I'm sure he's been eating fine.
And it's not like we kicked him out.
He's the one who packed up and left.
He left at his own will.
I told you to kick him out right now!
Mother, that's enough. How can we kick him out at this late hour?
Ko Bong is right, Mom. We can kick him out tomorrow.
We should let him sleep here tonight.
I'll make it clear to all of you.
If any of you give him even a penny,
I'll kick you out empty-handed. Got it?
Good grief, how pathetic.
Take him to his room.
- Go bring some water with honey. - Okay.
- I'm... - You troublemaker.
- Watch the steps. - My gosh.
- Hey, this way. - You kill me, seriously.
Where did he drink this much? He probably has no money now.
- Thank you, Se Kang. - No problem at all.
I'm sleepy. Eun Jung will look after him, so let's go.
Let's go.
Sun Ho, Sun Ho. Drink this, okay?
Sun Ho.
- How's Sun Ho doing? - He's asleep.
How's Mother?
What do you think? She's upset.
That really hurt my feelings though.
He's her only grandson, yet she demanded that we kick him out.
She must've acted like that because she's extremely upset.
You know how much she trusted and cared for Sun Ho.
By the way, he should really pull himself together now.
Until when will he keep that up?
Mourning a loss has to be done, but he has to move on with his life.
Exactly.
It's already been four years since Jae Hee died.
He should really forget her and move on now.
Why did he ring the Golden Bell when he has no money?
Did he want to get beaten up to death or what?
Of course not. He did it to live.
I think I can understand how he must be feeling now.
How do you know those things?
Well, it's because of the time when I kept failing the bar exam.
Gosh, I wanted to die and felt that my life was over.
I had no desire for anything, and I didn't even feel alive.
I felt like I had to do something to stay sane,
so I drank and jumped into the Han River...
The Han River?
My goodness. So what happened?
Oh, nothing happened.
I felt like I might actually die, so I swam right out of there.
But you can't swim. How did you get out of the river?
That's not important. What I want to say is...
that I jumped into the river...
and Sun Ho rang the Golden Bell...
because of the desire to survive.
Don't you get it?
I sort of get it, but I don't fully understand what that means.
Anyhow, I'm so glad that you didn't die that day.
Had something happened to you, we wouldn't have been able to meet.
So? What happened after that? You said you swam out of the river.
What time is it now?
Honey, we should sleep. We have to get up early tomorrow.
- It's time for bed. - Gosh, you naughty man.
- Turn off the lamp. - Let's sleep.
We should sleep now.
I'll see you in my dream. Sleep, sleep.
I'm not sleepy.
- We should sleep. - Okay.
Sleep.
Hey, Se Kang. Why are you calling so early?
What?
Sun Ho is back?
Are you there?
There you are. I'd like a cup of coffee.
Sure, ma'am.
Where's Se Na? Is she still in bed?
She already left.
When did she leave?
Have you forgotten? I told you to never put sugar in my coffee.
Don't you know that I'm trying to lose weight?
You asked me to put in sugar yesterday.
That was yesterday. I told you not to put it in today.
You never said that.
I also told you not to talk back to me.
You just have the wrong attitude as a housekeeper.
Back when I used to be...
Please be careful from now on, okay?
Yes, ma'am.
Se Na.
Sun Ho, get in. I'll give you a ride.
Then please drop me off at the terminal.
Eun Jung, Sun Ho is not in his room.
What?
Did he leave again without even telling me?
He should've at least had some of this food before he left.
This looks like what a king would get.
This is great.
You should eat all of this, honey.
Work has been stressing you out lately, right?
I hope this meal energizes you.
Have a seat.
Are we here already?
Where will you go this time?
I don't know. I'll just go wherever my feet take me.
You probably don't even have any watch left to sell.
Take it.
Thanks. You're the best.
I'm not giving it to you. I'll make you pay me back with interest.
- I should go. - Oh, right. Sun Ho.
You know that it's Jae Hee's birthday next week, right?
Let's visit her together.
She must be waiting for you.
The reason you have to wander like this...
I may not fully know what you're going through, but I understand it.
That being said,
don't force yourself to forget her.
Even if memories of her surge up...
and you get waves of missing her,
just let your heart be.
Everyone else tells me to forget her and move on,
but you're different.
You can't control your heart.
Drive safely.
They're the real power brokers of Choigo Foods.
The team manager on the left and the lawyer on the right.
People call them the Hongs.
The franchise project is going well, right?
Of course. The final presentation is today.
Everything is good with the investment with Hyunsung Holdings.
You two are so meticulous and thorough...
on everything you do that I can always completely trust you.
Ms. Yoon.
It's today, isn't it?
Yes. The car is ready. You should leave now.
(Advanced Correction for a Brighter Future)
Mom!
Mom?
Are you disappointed that I'm not your mom?
It's been four years.
Today, you're taking your first step into pure agony.
I'll make you regret coming back out to this world...
to the point that you'll feel being behind bars was more comfortable.
You said even death is too much of a luxury for me.
Because of what you said, I endured it all and survived.
Just like how there are things that you have to do,
there are things that I ought to take care of as well.
Hence, I will continue to live and survive...
even if it'll lead me to more suffering.
What do you think will be waiting for you at the end of that path?
I'm already thrilled for you.
I'll keep my eyes wide open and watch what goes down.
(Sweet Enemy)
Miss.
There's something I want to talk to you about.
If it's about that, let's not talk about it. I should go.
You said she's your mother, right? I can't find her in our database.
Pardon me? She's never been reported missing?
I saw a guy who came to your restaurant.
A young man? It must've been Se Kang.
Se Kang?